Phobia?

I am happy what I am..  And if I am not, then it is not your concern to show.. Why you want me to change? I want remain into me. I know I can’t face people then why it is so necessary to live like this.. Okay I know you are not wrong to encourage me and giving me the responsibility in the work where I don’t have to face the people, but I don’t know why I don’t want to be the part of it? I don’t want to be the one with you..  it is some kind of phobia to me be with you guyz..