I am Afraid

I am afraid. I am afraid to be loved that much. Because I am afraid of losing it when time passes. Maybe not afraid to losing it but afraid if this love has  other meaning?  I am sorry I am weak to express my feelings. I am afraid of Love that’s why I always believe in Friendship. My opinion is that Friendship is stronger than love so I always wanted to say my life partner, to be a good friend first.

Should I tell him what I am afraid of? Will he understand, Well I am sure he will. But it just difficult to talk about it. I think all is okay, it is just me who are overthinking maybe. “Stop it now” should I tell this to my mind?